the world's gone mad!

Missing U...

2011-10-22T09:26:00.002+08:00

Just 2 more days to my O lvls. I'm not meeting hubby until my last paper. I'm gonna miss him so much. Wait for me hubby.. Hmm.. I don't know wat else to say here. I just can't wait for my exams to finish. I wanna spend time with my love going to movie dates and eating ice cream together again. I also can't wait to get a job coz my bank account is empty and it needs some digits in there. hehe. Family's going on vacation on november. Can't wait for that too. But now, i just have to bare 4 weeks without my hubby.. He's not feeling well and i'm worried.. I hope he will be ok.. Now, i'm gonna have my shower and do some revision while waiting for mama to buy my breakfast. I'm sooooooooooooo hungry!! This is adlin signing off!!

I will be waiting for u...=(

2011-10-16T11:29:00.001+08:00

When u gonna finish ur exam baby?? I miss spending time with u...I miss eating ice cream at the usual place when we used to do baby...&& pls baby,do ur o level properly k syg?? I wan u to do well in ur last paper..make ur parents proud k baby?? I know u can do it!!! N I will always lice u no matter wat happen to us k manje?? I love u so much baby!!!!

Dusty blog.

2011-07-30T14:17:00.005+08:00

Haaro! This blog is left dead. Been so busy with preparing for exams and hubby having NDP training. This blog is left untouched. So sad.. It's a saturday and its my duty to wash the toilet.

-.-" Well at least i get to chill and relax coz unfortunately, its really hard to get me studying at home as there is a lot of distractions. My brain however, works best in school coz my friends and teachers is there to guide me. hehehe. I have 3 FREAKING MOTHS before i graduate from Pioneer. I will miss this place and the teachers and my classmates too. I hope we will keep in touch! :D

As for hubby, he will have a super good rest until his ord then he finds a job. I'm so jealous.. I still have to find a job after my O's. I must save money for shopping!! Been thinking to change my image after graduating. Can't wait for that. I will need support from my family for this. But now, i'm still thinking what should i work as while waiting for my results. haha. Later than can think2! It's study time now! Going to ngaji later and waiting for hubby to text me! I'm gonna miss him sooooooomuch!!

Tomorrow School!!

2011-06-26T14:13:00.003+08:00

HeyYo!! Today is Sunday!! School re-opens tomorrow. I am looking forward to schooling coz i seriously can't study at home. Starting from today, i cannot meet hubby often. :( The next time we meet will probably the day we celebrate my birthday? I am so gonna miss him alot. I will miss laughing and tell him my stories. :D:D:D Hubby's NDP will be coming soon. I don't know how he will survive the training in the fasting month. Please be strong dear.

When school re-opens, i must study hard and constantly pray and ngaji so that i can pass my exams. Abah say, if u want something, pray for it cry like you really want it badly and insyaallah HE will help me. I do hope that many of you will do the same too. I hope that my relationship with hubby will stay strong even if we don't get to meet each other often. I promise to love him and remember him always even if i'm busy. Hubby must do the same too ok?

As i got a lot of free time today, I have packed my school bag and iron my uniform. Only my english homework is left undone. I feel lazy to do. I don't have the mood yet. haha. As for hubby, he came home late because of NDP training and he woke up at around 1 plus this afternoon. Now hubby is cleaning the house. That's so rajin of my hubby. :D That's all for today!

Happy 4th Birthday Cinta Rafyshanna!!

2011-06-25T12:23:00.003+08:00

Cinta Rafyshanna

Yesterday was this sweet little girl's birthday! Isn't she adorable? She is hubby's little sister. I made a last minute decision to go shop for her birthday gift. We went to bugis to buy her present and party decorations. It was fun going out with hubby. He likes to make me laugh. I love hubby"s family as they are so kind to me. I hope that my family will do the same to him. After shopping, we went to hubby's house to blow balloons mcm budak belo. haha. and help kak raihah to decorate the house. We waited for everybody to come then we ate and cut the cake. The cake was so delicious!! I want one for my birthday too!! After that, i went straight home. I thought i will get scolding but my parents did not coz i told them that i won't get to enjoy once school re-opens. Hubby send me home and it was so hard for me to let him go.. I don't like to say goodbye to hubby.

Today is quite boring for me. Hubby is training for NDP and i have ngaji later. School will be open in 2 days time. My homework is not done and i'm slacking. hahaha. My books are not packed yet. I am mentally prepared for night classes and mock exams. I have to give my all for O level this year. I definitely don't want to repeat and i don't want to end up in ITE! Never!! So i have 4 more months to go. Hubby ord 3 more months. Later we can go out together again and eat apek $1 ice cream!! And also, i want to go shopping with my girlfriends and not to forget my mom!

~Adlin~

Happy 20th birthday sweetheart!

2011-02-05T21:38:00.003+08:00

Today, hubby has turned 20 years old, i doakan semoga u panjang umur and murah rezeki selalu syg. I don't know what to buy for u hubby. so we are going shopping tomorrow and u are gonna show me what u want ok? I know u wanna stay 19 forever syg but too bad, live isn't fair. I hope to spend time with u tomorrow syg. i can't wait to see u!

Happy New Year!!

2011-01-01T17:16:00.002+08:00

I hope this new year will bring all of us good things. I had a great time with hubby yesterday watching the movies but i wish i could just watch the fireworks with him but too bad i can't.. Well hubby really enjoyed his day. I happy to know that. I hope my day will come when i can celebrate new year. Hubby just woke up since he came back late just now.. So i'll just give him a rest. I'm here at home stuck doing my homework. But i guess i will have to sacrifice my happy times and study doubly hard for O'levels this year and then lepak at poly!! Ok enough. i think i better start doing my work before i get too relaxed..

when can we meet again love..?

2010-12-29T13:31:00.002+08:00

it's a cool wednesday.. i'm at home so bored. i'm missing my hubby so much and i'm not done with my homework. I'm almost recovering from the food poisoning and i still don't know what caused it but never mind.. I'm feeling better. Thanks to mama and abah for sending me to the doctor. I'm so bored at home i want to go out but hubby is working. I'm so lonely. Hearing his voice for a short while will make me happy. :'( When can i see u again dear?

sacrifices, sacrifices...

2010-12-18T13:56:00.002+08:00

Guess what. I passed my N's i'm happy but i'm sure i will have to make a lot of sacrifices in order to do well for my O's next year. This is gonna be a hard time for hubby and i coz we don't get to spend much time like we used to before. I just hope hubby understands me and dont get angry everytime i say i can't.. i love u hubby but that's all i wanted from u hubby..

update! Update!

2010-11-29T15:14:00.005+08:00

Adlin here. Just finished editing this blog so that hubby could make this his as well coz i trust him and he will update this blog of ours if i'm lazy. hahaha. This is no longer my blog but its shared with my hubby. I'm not working today so i got a lot of free time. It has been raining all day and it makes me sleepy. Hubby is now busy at work. I wonder if he has slept well. I can't wait to talk to him later. Now i'll just find something else to do. I hope u guys have a nice day. A few more days to N-level results. I'm so scared. Wish me luck. Hubby i love u so much! Talk to u later!

how do i feel after so long with my baby.....

2010-11-28T15:02:00.004+08:00

i donno whether my baby knows how much i love her or not...for the past 1 year & almost 3 mts,i never regret being with her..even though she sometimes fail to be there for me,i understand her situation...to tell u all the truth,NUR ADLIN BTE OSMAN is mine!!! so,anybody wanna get to know her,over my dead body first then can talk ok??!! she mine alone & will always be mine till the end of OUR life....i love u so much baby!! no one can reply u in my heart baby!!! u are my only wife,my only baby,my only bucuk && u are my everything baby!!! last monday,i was on duty,& i havent had my sleep till tuesday afternoon,then when i was get out of camp,i straight away i meet my baby at 12.45 at dover mrt station...i was so sleepy & i still can meet my baby...hahaha!!! i really bare with my eyes!!! even my eyes so small like garfield,my baby really love it alot & she will say."my hubby is so cute like garfield"...hehehe!!! correct or not baby?? hehehe!!! since end of the day,i sent her home then i went home also...no lepak2 with my frens....i so sleepy n i cannot tahan...then i reach home around 12.30 midnight..then bath & OTP with my baby...we talk till 01.30 like tat...n i never sleep for the past 60 hour & 30 minutes..how long is tat?? i ask my baby to post this but she reallyforget about it,i understand tat she is tired so ya..hahahaha!!!! i love u so much baby!!! i really do!!! u so cute,adorable,manje & the most important is u so beautiful in my eyes....i love u NUR ADLIN BTE OSMAN!!!! TATS ALL FOLK...CHOUZ!!

Sleepy!!

2010-11-28T13:44:00.002+08:00

Good afternoon earthlings!! It's a sunday afternoon and its gonna rain soon. haha. That rhymes. I was forced to wake up early by my parents. They keep on nagging and nagging. haiyo. i need sleep u know? I'm going to work later!! My hubby still sleeping like a princess. Sedap kan dapat tdo sejuk2 gini? i'm so jealous! Yesterday went out with my only hubby. It was fun as usual hubby never fail to make me laugh. I feel so bad to get angry with him that afternoon. I'm so sorry dear. I always feel impatient and angry when i'm having my period. I didn't meant to accuse u for anything. I should have asked hubby.. I'm sorry.. Ok enough of the sorry part. Yesterday was great! We head to the movies, makan, laugh, missed the bus, cracked jokes. hehe. It's never boring with my hubby. Ok! that's all for today!

My new haircut!!

2010-11-22T14:21:00.004+08:00

Hey! Just came back from the saloon for a haircut!

This was my hair before:

After:

And if i'm bored with long hair, i can do this!

Overall, i love this haircut and i will go for it the next time i cut my hair.:D

Bordem

2010-11-21T14:36:00.004+08:00

It's a beautiful sunday afternoon and i'm still siting in my room staring at my lappy. Hubby just woke up but when i say that i was playing games, he started sulking. It's really boring without games. Hmm.. i don't know what to do now. All houseworks are done. Except for my homework. Maybe i'll do them before i head to johor next month. For now, i'm thinking and thinking how to pujok my hubby... What should i do now? If only i were beside him, i could just give him a tide long hug from me.. oh gosh. Maybe i should give him time to freshen up coz he just woke up and people who just woke up from sleep tend to me rowdy ..

I still love my hubby very much!!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!!

2010-11-17T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hey. I'm so bored and have nothing to do. So i have decided to update this almost dead blog of ours. Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my muslim friends. I hope u guys enjoyed ur raya. I enjoyed mine and it was fantastic. Finally i got to gather all of my aunties and grandparents together. It was tiring for me to wake up early to clean up the house. Especially my room. I'm happy that everything went well and i still have time to karaoke while cleaning up the tables. haha. But although i have a lot of things to do, i still miss my sleeping beauty, hubby. Hehe!

Hubby woke up late coz he has not not enough sleep. Tu lah.. next time dh dpt ice cream, tros balek je. hahaha. (evil) I pity my hubby coz he haven't eaten yet. I'm so sorry hubby i can't help u... :( But i will tomorrow ok. Love u! The time now is 9.00 i'm feeling so sleepy. I must call hubby asap nnti majok plk. :D

It's been a while..

2010-11-16T11:49:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time we didn't update this lovely blog of ours due to laziness. Not much things happened while we are away only that we are always going out and spending time together and working most of the time. For the past 14 month we are together, it feels so hard for us to be apart and i got to admit that everytime when i wanted to break up, all i was expecting was hubby to talk to me.. I didn't mean to say that coz i was angry. But this story was the past, for now, i will take care of my words. Especially when i'm angry. I do love my hubby very much!!

Sick and out!!

2010-10-23T14:15:00.004+08:00

Good Morning!! Hubby has been telling me to update this blog. So i will update what happened this week. We were supposed to go to the zoo on tuesday but i blew it. I was having a fever on that day. It was sad. Hubby wanted to buy me a new bear but since we couldn't go, to bad for me. hahah. must wait for next time je. Hmmm..... Yesterday, went out with hubby. Both of us were sick. My fever skejap only. After lunch with hubby and a little walk around town, the fever went away. It started to get so boring in town so hubby and i went to clark quey to sit down and look at fishes! Hubby shared his stories. It was funny. hehehe. Then we walked back to the bustop and head home. It was a hilarious journey with hubby we are always laughing at random things. I love those moments with hubby.. I love him so much!!

Time For lOvE...

2010-10-11T23:42:00.003+08:00

Just came back from work. Thank god my hubby fetch me. I hate to go home alone in the dark coz i'm so scared. Got so many bangla at the void deck and they could be drunk. Since hubby is free today, he came to fetch me. So sweet of you hunnie. I really need a brand new phone by the end of the year. Hopefully i will get what i want. Hubby got two cards for free excess to the zoo. So we planned to go there on tuesday. It's gonna be fun! I can't wait!! Yesterday, lepak2 at hubby house he cook maggie for me but still very nice. heheh!! Ok i'm so tired already and i have nothing much to say.. Gd nite!!

Exams Over!!

2010-10-08T17:41:00.002+08:00

I finally get to update this dusty blog. Just came back from school. F&N paper was quite tough but it was ok for me. Hubby now in his new camp at alexandra. I hope he's doing fine. We didn't get to celebrate our 13th aniversary together but it's ok dear. We still have next month ok. Now i'm ready for work! tc yaw!

Dalam setiap kesukaan pasti ade yg sedang pilu...

2010-09-18T06:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, 17/09/2010, hubby's mami kesayangan telah pun kembali ke ramahtullah.. I just came home from school and was about to rest. Hubby called me crying. "Baby, mami dh tkde baby!!!!!" I rushed out of my room, told mom, get a baju kurung and selendag and went straight to hubby's house. I want called dillah but i can't get through so i left her a msg and hire a cab to go there. I reached hubby's house and i cried.. Hugged kakak and mak long.. I can't stop crying.. Hubby hugged me and said."mami dh pergi tinggalkn kite sume b.." I just can't help it. This is worse than breaking up. Losing a mother is like losing the entire life. I hope my friends out there can sedekahkn doa for arwah hubby's mom. May god bless you all...

Higher Nitec? or Sec 5?

2010-09-15T17:32:00.002+08:00

HEy.. School was awesome but i think i should start revising for all subjects especially maths. I've forgotten almost everything teachers have taught me before N-levels. Just now, lecture about courses in ITE and they introduced the 4(NA) to Higher Nitec scheme. I was happy as the courses i wanted were available BUT! After doing some research, Sec 5 is the best route. Just need to study like crazy next year. Insyaallah i will be able to be in poly next 2 years.

I told hubby about it and i don't think he would want me to be in ite. Oh well. haha. I will study hard and smart for sec 5 next year okay. Hubby is now having CD day rehearsal. Kesian die standing in the hot sun. Pity my hubby lah please. Good thing is, CD day will be held tonight and then no more torture for hubby! Hoooray!! But the torture is still going on in me. I should be having my nap right now but i don't feel like sleeping today so later wash up and study like mad!! 2 more weeks to N-level and to my freedom so that i can meet my hubby regularly!!:D

Exam Raya Clash

2010-09-14T20:17:00.002+08:00

I hate it when exams and raya happens in the same month. It does affect my study mood. I'm not studying now!! Hubby said that i've been talking more about myself when it is supposed to be OUR blog but i just don't know what to write.. Maybe i will update if there is anything about US to share alright? Now i wanna TRY to study and hopefully it goes into this empty brain.

Love hubby many2 alot!!

Hari raya photos

2010-09-11T18:59:00.005+08:00

I have no camera. Sorry for the low quality.

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2010-09-09T11:52:00.003+08:00

Hey! I'm back! I'm supposed to help mama cook rendang but later lah. heheh. Just came back from the shop. I bought new make up sets! I wanted an eye shadaow that will last longer without applying so much or doing touch ups. So I bought the MAC i shadow and the brushes. Can't wait to use it!

Lastly, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

4 days to N-level 5 days to our Anniversary

2010-09-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

It's 9.24pm but i'm not sleepy yet coz i had a long nap just now. I don't know why i always tend to fall asleep when i'm supposed to be studying. I feel like locking my laptop in my drawer. Mom bought me HL milk! hehe.. It's high in calcium and low in fat. Very healthy. This carton of milk should be enough to keep me company for the rest of the night. Went to kfc just now to send bro's laptop. I was shocked to see 2 managers. haha. Wee Tak looks shock or angry to see me? I don't know. His facial expressions is hard to tell. HAhah. So to make him happy i just told him when i can work. Which is just next month.

Hubby have been counting down for our 1 year anniversary. hehe! our relationship just turns 1 yr old.. Masih baby lagi. hahah. I got a lot to say about what happened within this one yr so stay tuned! hahaha. Ok! study time. Toodles!

What shall i do now?

2010-08-29T10:08:00.001+08:00

Just woke up from sleep and opened the window. I love this cool air. I feel like sleeping again but i'm sure mom will get mad at me. Today i will try to a good girl and do house chores. Maybe some spring cleaning around the house. As for now, i'll just wait for further instructions. hehhe. Enjoy your weekends!

Hungry...

2010-08-25T15:29:00.002+08:00

My stomach is grumbling right now. I guess i should eat more when sahur. haha. At least i get to finish up a cup of tea before i go to bed again. Today is such a boring day. I don't know what to do but to just walk around in the house. I've decided to study for f&n and i'm now taking a break. I'm starting to have a headache. haha. Hmm.. I woke up at 9.30 just now. Thanks to allysha for waking me up. hahha. I love my irritating sister.:D Followed mom to the market to but ingredients for buka later. Mom also bought me pens and highlighters and staples!! Save my money.. Phew! Heheh. I wonder what my friends have been doing. I wish i could go out for some fresh air. I feel like swimming. Haish..

Today everybody is busy and no one to entertain me. Abg play with laptop, mama do house chores, allysha and endry in school, hubby got cd day and cannot text or call me. I feel like a loner. haha. Ok now i better get going. Before i resume back to study, i would like to play some games!!

Pain, anger, frustration

2010-08-24T15:41:00.003+08:00

Today is seriously a bad day for me. I went home so cranky coz i will fail my maths paper 2. This is serious issue! I feel like giving up everything!! Everything irritates me now!. I'm angry with everyone who talks to me or tries to be near to me. So please i need to be alone know. Not even a single human should disturb me!

Feel the pressure...

2010-08-23T17:58:00.003+08:00

Just came back from school an hour ago. haha. Today, 3 papers in 1 day!! The school must be crazy. Chemistry, Biology and Maths paper 1. I have no confidence in doing my bio paper. I can't think logically and i don't read the question proper. Haish.. I really hope that i could pass the paper. For chemistry, i think i've gave it my best shot and i'm hoping that i could hit my target. Same goes for maths. If N-level paper is that standard, i'll be happy. haha! For now, i'll better be prepared for literature and maths paper to. I need energy for writing with speed tomorrow. 2-3 essays? I don't know actually but i don't think i'll have time to dilly dally.

There's this one teacher in mind who never fails to brighten me up and gain my confidence back. Mr Isaac!! My all time favorite english teacher. When doing my Bio paper just now, he gave me a thumbs up. haha. Even for small little that he had done, made me feel happy. I wish all teachers i like that.

Lastly, time goes very fast. It's the 3rd week of puasa i think. I can't wait for raya!! I wanna eat mom's rendang daging!! I ask hubby for some dendeng just now. but i was just kidding. Kesian die.. I'm sad coz i don't get to text him for now.. Ppd finish liao.. haha. Ok i think i talk too much. I'm gonna help mom prepare meal to break fast!

Freezing cold!

2010-08-21T13:40:00.005+08:00

It's a SATURDAY!! I woke up in the morning and it was raining i feel like sleeping all day but too bad i have to go for tuition. For some reasons, i'm not going for ngaji today. hehehe. It's been 7 days i didn't fast. It's so bad.. Imagine having to fast when the other friends and family members are eating happily. haha. Yesterday had social studies exam. I was smiling once i got the paper as what i had studied a few hours ago was in that paper!! So i decided to finish up the essays first before the sbq question. I didn't get to finish up the sbq questions which sucks but at least i have done my essays.:D

I went home so excited knowing that hubby is coming to my house to buke together! The root beer wasn't available at the shop next to my block so hubby bought coke instead. There goes my desert. But i's not as nice as the root beer. Vanilla ice cream with coke, not nice. haha. So i served hubby vanilla ice cream after meal. haha. Hubby, abg and me were trying to find out how to download nokia themes to hubby's new phone. We had trouble with that so i'll just check it out later. haha.

Tomorrow, fatin nk study with me tk? I really need help in my maths. I hope to score for maths. I want to pass my N-levels badly!! I hope that i could achieve my goals. I pass my N-levels, i will be the happiest girl in the world!! Not because of the iPhone but about the good future ahead. I hate singapore for being so kiasu!

3 more days to prelims!!

2010-08-15T12:25:00.002+08:00

It's very cooling today. I feel like sleeping all day tapi nnti makroh! So i better not. I thought of studying my ass off this whole sunday since i got no plans today. I've read books and i was really engrossed with it. Haha. But everytime i read books, i will not do anything else which is bad because it's affecting my study time so ya, WAKE UP ADLIN!! haaaa.. What a weekend. It's so bored at home i wish i could go out. I've been thinking. I haven't go out with dillah and fatin together before. I think we should go out together one day. Maybe for a movie. As for hubby, i will remember your satay ok? hehehe..

Since yesterday, hubby has been acting weird but somehow, i love it! At least i get to feel the love. I appreciate it a lot hunnie. I hope to meet him in 2 weeks time i can't illustrate how much i miss him. hmm.. Today mama is gonna cook Nasi Lemak for buka later. I can't wait to help her cook!! I know mom needs someone to help coz she got lots of other stuffs to be done. As for me, i have a lot of studying to do. Especially my maths! Its so horrible! I do not want blanks on my maths paper anymore. Need to study real hard and i'm not going to ITE! Never!!

Ok enough drama i guess i'll have to start doing my homework first.

3 Tired days..

2010-08-10T19:00:00.004+08:00

Hey it has been 3 days being busy going out of the house doing stuff and attending events. I'm so tired and today is the only day to rest. Besok daaaaaaah puase. haha. Here are some quick updates on what i have been doing. 7 August, Saturday, went to the YOG opening ceremony rehearsal which was fantastic!! I enjoyed myself with all the lightings and stuff. I got scared when there are those big tall puppets coming towards us. We really had to walk a lot i was tired. Hubby fetched me home and thanks to him, i'm safe and sound asleep on my bed. Of course i took the shower first. Btw, Happy 11th monthsary to us! Love hubby very much!

8 August, Sunday. Went out with family. To geylang for shopping. We bought baju raya. This year red colour. I'm so happy that we finally get to pick a colour. HAha. Had a hard time finding the clothes for guys. After shopping at geylang, went to Ikea to buy new cabinets and dangling lights. We just bought a simple one. Went home very tired. Had dinner and went straight to bed.

9 August, Monday. Woke up early in the morning to buy groceries and paint for the house. The whole family have been painting the house like crazy but we had real fun. I love working with my family. Hubby is also painting his house on the same day. He's house pink colour. My house, lime greean and a slight darker green. I love it! The house is like a garden. After tired painting, Took a shower and watched NDP while mama and abah did the decorating of the house.

10 August, Tuesday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FATIN!! Today is my beloved girlfriend's 16th b'day. chey2 dah 16 sey.. haha! All the best for you and we will go sec 5 next year!!

HOT! HOT!! Weather.

2010-08-06T19:14:00.002+08:00

Hey! Just had a bath. Now i'm very fresh!! Today there's nothing much going on. School ends at 10 today but we have to assemble at the courtyard under the scorching hot sun for some stupid reasons. I feel my skin burning under the sun and all i could think about is going home and have a cold refreshing bath. After school, meet mama at Gekpo to have our breakfast. I wanted to eat at Mc Donald's but allysha wants KFC but too bad kfc isn't open yet so Mc Donald's!! I had breakfast delux and it was really delicious!! I couldn't finish up the whole harsh brown so i ate mama's harsh brown and gave mine to endry. haha. I would want to eat breakfast at Mc Donald's again!! We strolled around after eating and i bought some hair products for my freezy hair. I hope it would work. So i'll just apply it before i go to bed.

Tomorrow going to YOG opening ceremony!! I can't wait!! Hubby is gonna fetch me home. He'll wait for me at marina. I hope there won't be so many people so that i can find him there. Going to meet fatin before heading to school for lunch! Good luck to her as she'll be meeting her guy ALONE for the first time. HAha!!

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENDRY!! I'm so sorry i couldn't buy for you presents. I hope to get u one on november. hehe! I'll be working hard ok.

Nightmares

2010-08-04T17:34:00.002+08:00

This is me after nap.

Just woke up from my nap. I can't stand the scorching sun. It's disturbing my sleep. I feel so warm that i keep on scratching myself again. I'm so gonna take a shower later on i have really sensitive skin. haha. School was bored today. I feel so sleepy during f&n mock exam and maths class i don't know why. I had enough sleep last night but my eyes are still heavy. Today i really enjoyed english lesson because miss teh showed us "the noose" on xin msn and it was hilarious. The whole class is laughing. I will watch more of that show. Although they all have a very funny accent, their english is very good and i want to learn more interesting phrases. :D

Wednesday is the only day where i can have my nap. I feel so fresh right now and i after i take the shower, i will be fully awake! Hubby has no prepaid left so i'll be lonely until he top up his prepaid. But it's ok i will use this lonely time to do my revising thoroughly. I'm just gonna wait for his call at night. I miss him so much but i understand that he's busy and so am i. I hope to spend time with him on October.

I miss u..

Itchy2!!

2010-08-03T19:53:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. I have been scratching my face like so many times and now its red. Well at least today the itch is starting to go away. Very irritating! I can't sleep last 2 nights. School was fine as usual but i feel tired in the morning. I feel like sleeping but first period is f&n and i have my giler friend beside me to entertain and wake me up. Hehe! I'm panicking right now coz i lost my bro's thumbdrive. I suck at keeping small things. I'm so careless and forgetful i hate this habit!! I hope to find it real soon. Hmm.. I'm glad that i only have one homework for today which is social studies and i will do it next time coz i need to revise my maths. And now, i think i spend too much time with my laptop. so Bye!!

Morning Tuition, Afternoon ngaji..

2010-07-31T19:10:00.002+08:00

Saturday is the most boring day of my life. Although it's the weekends, a still have to rot at hom. Why can't i be like other people who can go out anytime they like. Tomorrow nak go out with hubby pon susah. Haiz.. If i can go out, i think i will have to be back early also. When will this end? I want my freedom! Ok. Just came back from ngaji and i'm just lazing around right now. I have been scratching my face and its really red. I don't know why its so itchy. During tuition just now, i did trigonometry and it's quite easy. I'm going to try more questions later on. :D I have nothing much today so i'll update next time!

It's getting nearer..

2010-07-28T20:29:00.003+08:00

Yes. Prelims and N-levels are just around the corner. I feel so stressed up!! Ms Teo really woke me up during chemistry lessons. Although her words are a little harsh to me and i don't like it, i think that i should accept it as a challenge and i will try my very best to study hard so that i won't hear her unwanted comments anymore. Anyways, i have just finished doing my chemistry homework and i think i need to do more practice and memorizing later on. I really need to catch up as there is no time to relax now. I won't be updating my blog regularly coz i really need to study hard. For today, i will cover up my chemistry and revise on my maths. I hope my eyes can stay awake a little longer.

As for me and hubby, i think that we haven't been texting each other as much as we did before. While i was busy mugging for exams, hubby is also busy training for CD day. I hope we could spend more time like we used to after my exams and hubby's CD day which will finish somewhere around october. :D I miss hubby alot but now we must concentrate on the major things first right? haha. Ok i think i'm done here.

Love hubby many many alot!

Being Bad.

2010-07-24T21:31:00.003+08:00

Just came back from JP with Mama and my young siblings. It was tiring but i am happy that i got the things i need for tomorrow jemputan. hehe! Make up sets!! I'm gonna wear the dress hubby bought for me tomorrow i can't wait to wear it! Today, i skipped tuition. I'm so bad but i want to accompany hubby to the doctor and i was stubborn yesterday. haha. At least i get to see my hubby! So we had breakfast at banquet then went straight to Bukit Merah but unfortunately the clinic is closed so i just returned my bok at the nearest library and then we head to JP. Borrowed some books and then lepak2 at Mc Donald's then hubby sent me home. There i go feeling alone. Washed up and go ngaji. My satudays are always boring. Hopefully tomorrow will be a great day coz i don't wanna do boring stuffs. I'm now thinking of what shoes to wear tomorrow. hehe!

Bye!

Self Study!

2010-07-23T13:30:00.003+08:00

Self study is a waste of time. Seriously. I would rather study at home!! Whatever it is, i am forced to go. Urgh! Ok! Just came back from school, ran straight to the toilet and released tension. Haha! You know what i meant. Ade2 je perot aku ni. Texted hubby but he seems to be busy so never mind maybe later. Now i need to eat my lunch! Mom cooked my favourite dish today!!:D

I wanna change!!

2010-07-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

Today is thursday. I don't know why but i hate thursdays. I love fridays. HAhha! Ok today there's nothing much from me. School was awesome. I kept on reading my motivational book. haha! It really keeps me motivated and makes me wanna study more but for now, I'm seriously tired and i could only afford to do half of my english homework and thats it. Maybe i should come to school early tomorrow to finish up my homework. I was looking through my book shelf when i found an O'level Maths book from my aunt. I tried a few questions and it's quite similar to what we have learnt before. The book is damn thick and i don't know when will i get to finish it.

I wish that i could stay up all night to study. It's really hard for me to do that because my usual sleeping time is 10 plus and the time now is 10. I can feel my eyelid dropping signaling me to go to sleep now. Is there any pills that can help me wake up? I really wanna study but i'm so freaking tired and sleepy. Haish. I need to change my body clock. haha.

So i'm done about myself. Hubby is suffering from a very high fever. I don't know why he always gets fever. I'm starting to feel curious and worried. I will be accompanying him to the docter this saturday and i hope that he'll feel better after eating medicines. Ok i think my eyes are getting sleepy right now. I better sleep now.

I Miss Hubby!

2010-07-18T14:08:00.002+08:00

I love this psp freak! hahah. I'm currently chatting with my one and only hubby. He's eating lunch. haha. Tapi lom mandi. Eee.. hehehe. :D As for me, i'm not hungry yet coz i had breakfast and i don't feel like eating. I want to lose weight. Hubby say my pipi tembam already. haha. I just did my f&n homework and later i will do my chemistry homework and a little math revision to keep my brain updated before i forget everything. For now, i wanna spend time with hubby! :D

Sleepy ah..

2010-07-17T13:17:00.003+08:00

Today is saturday and i feel so lazy.But i wish i could go out unfortunately i can't go out often coz my parents wouldn't let me go out. :( I'm so sad. I'm suffering from menstrual cramps. It's so irritating and i couldn't sleep well last night. I wanted to call hubby but i know he is tired and i want him to sleep well. This morning hubby has was involved i the real run event. I haven't got any update from him coz he just came back and he's tired so i let him rest. Well as for me, as ussual, just came back from tuition and it was fun especially maths coz we had fun with the numbers and laughing at our stupid mistakes. I hope to learn new things next week. Can't wait! Ok, now i'm gonna see if there's any good movies to watch. Have a nice day people! :D

I got Ya Back Boy...

2010-07-15T18:14:00.002+08:00

To hubby,

I'm sorry that i said that i hated u. I seriously didn't mean it and i was freaking mad yesterday. I'm sorry for dragging this thing and making things worst. It's just that i'm not happy and i find i find things very complicated and i'm not satisfied with the reasons she gave me. I almost left you because of my egoness and i know i will ruined all the things that we've planned so hard on and i don't want it to happen. There is still more things that i look forward to do with you. I hope this will be the last time we have a third party in our relationship. I love you..

Ok! Just came back from school and i haven't bathed yet. Nnti hubby marah, mama mengomel, allysha lari. hahaha. Ok. I have homework to do and some revisions too. I think i'm starting to cope on my studies and i'm starting to love maths!! Thanks to Mr he, i'm learning to understand algebra.

Well about my life, i don't know why i'm turning into a hot tempered person who hates people easily. The Adlin before isn't like this. Can ask my hubby. Everyday mesti ade bende tk kene pny. I don't know where this anger comes from. Hmm.. PMS? I don't know lah eh. Maybe school or maybe i'm panicking coz 53 days left to N-levels and i got nothing in my brain? Well, whatever it is, i hot this anger and hatred goes away coz it's affecting my relationship with my hubby and i, and my family. I don't wanna be the "bad" one. I really hope i could change for the best. Lucky in school i have Dillah and Fatin to keep me laughing all day. Thanks for everything my Darlas..

That's enough for today. I'm rotting my bad i think. Better get a shower now.. Goodbye!

Angry!!

2010-07-13T18:20:00.002+08:00

Just came back from school and i just had a shower. Now i'll just leave a quick update and then proceed to homework and study. I was seriously fucked off with this bitch who just called my hubby sweety! Only i can say that to him you bloody mother fcker!!! Urgh!! I'm so irritated with minah's flirting with him. Get your own boyfriend you slut!

Ok enough cursing. I'm out.

Day Out With My Lurve!!

2010-07-12T19:29:00.003+08:00

Didn't update my blog for awhile coz i've been feeling lazy and i don't have anything to talk about. I'm supposed to share this yesterday but i'm sleepy and tired.. So, yesterday hubby and i went out. After not seeing each other for so long and my body is begging for a hug from hubby. And i finally got it! :D 10:30 AM. Met hubby at the void deck. He's so cute as usual while i, tried to be as pleasant as possible coz i'm too excited. Gave hubby a very big hug and then we head to JP to book movie tickets. After that, we have been thinking if they have Swenson's at town but we didn't know where. So we decided to had our early lunch at JP's Swenson's. Their service is slow and we have to wait for somebody to show our seats for quite a long time. I was pissed but lucky somebody came out. We choose what we ordered, ate, and went to the shop to adjust hubby's watch.

After that, we went to Plaza Singapura and we did some shopping. That is when i get the dresses and my other accessories that hubby bought for me. I was touched but i feel bad because i think hubby spent a lot of money for me..:( After shopping, we rested at Mc Donald's as my feet are tired and while waiting for the movie to start. I can see hubby't face looks tired and i really pity hubby. I keep on thanking him for i don't know how many times coz i feel so bad.

The Movie was funny!! It's a MUST watch. Hubby and i were laughing at those funny minions. They are extremely cute! After the movie, we hed to JP to find the shoes that i want and then HOme Sweet Home. Its so sad to let hubby go. I wish i can meet him again soon.. The End..

Hungry day..

2010-07-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

Just finished with my english homework. I hope there's no more homework for me. I think there is biology but i'll do it tomorrow. I feel so lazy today. School was great. I paid attention to most subjects and i'm happy that i can finally understand the things that i'm unsure of before. Self-study was threatening.. I didn't brought my f&n textbook and i don't know what to study so i and up doing maths. The teacher was insane because she told us to do all 3 essays and it's very tiring. Went home, slept for 10 minutes than bathed. haha. I was on the phone with hubby just now. He sounded so tired and i hope he's back in camp coz i don't want him to be out so late. ok i'll end it here. I'm gonna eat my mutton chop!

N-level Oral.

2010-07-07T17:51:00.002+08:00

After school, had early dismissal and i head down to the canteen. I see Civil Defence people in the hall and i was wondering if hubby is there. If he's the one doing the talking, I will climb on stage and give him a big hug! Haha. As if no one is watching. All i can say about the oral exam is one word. Horrible! I did badly for this oral until the examiner fell asleep. I felt so miserable after the exam and almost cried. I just hope that i can do well in my written exam. I called hubby and told him what has happened i think he's quite shocked. But what to do.. It's over. I've done it. BADLY. I wish i could rewind and make things better. Ok now i have homework to do and later meet hubby send some thing. Bye!

Family Day!

2010-07-05T19:16:00.002+08:00

Day out with family was awesome! First head to geylang coz mama wants to buy swimming costume. Had breakfast and then jalan-jalan. I saw two books that motivates me to study and i told mama if i can have it so mama bought the book for me. I was so happy and i just couldn't wait to read the book. After shopping some things, dad decided that we head to Vivo since Endry and Allysha haven't been there for a long time. There i was missing hubby badly as we used to spend time together there. Since our first date. I feel like crying when my family sit at the spot where hubby and i always chat and eat our snacks. Haish.. It was really sad. I don't know how long are we gonna stay this way. So we bought household stuff at Giant and then went straight home. Texted hubby but i think he's busy or he's sleeping. I'll just wait for his message while doing my homework than..

I Love You Dear...

I'm waiting.. 2 More Days!!

2010-07-04T12:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the morning and heard mom said Germany won! I was quite happy because hubby and i bet on it yesterday night. Haha. Hubby i want Swenson's ice-cream tau. I tknk ice-cream lain. hehehe. 2 more days for to my special day and 3 more days to my 10 monthsary with hubby! I'm so happy and excited i can't wait to go out with hubby i miss him so much! I thought of buying hubby a gift but i don't know what to buy.It's really hard to find a guy's present. Hubby woke up late this morning as he's not feeling well. How i wish i can be is nurse for the day.:( Currently texting him as hubby to keep him company. Haish i really miss hubby but i hate his second wife(psp). Haha. Oklah i guess i'll just end here.. I have a hubby to text, homework to be done and books to read.:D

I want iPhone...

2010-07-03T13:48:00.003+08:00

Just came back from tuition and now i'm just siting here with my laptop. I feel more relaxed when i came back from school today. I had headaches this morning i don't know why i always get headaches. Very irritating. Hmm.. I don't know what to do at home today. I think i just finish up my homework and read my books.:D No plans for today coz i have ngaji later on. I really miss hubby. I can't wait to see him next week. Alright now i have to wash my shoes before mom comes home and see that my shoes are in the toilet. Toodles!

Busy Like Hell!!

2010-06-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

Since school re-opened, we received new schedule and i was freaking shock to see mock exams every week!! Almost everyday!! It drives me nuts! I just hope that i can cope with this. The schedule is too tight and i don't even have the time to rest. Only bed time. I have no time to spend with hubby too. I'm so sorry dear. But we can still be on the phone before bed right? I'm lucky to have someone understanding like you. Thanks hunnie. Ok now i have some touch up to do in my coursework, my tons of ss homework, bio homework and tomorrow math and chem homework maybe? Darn it! Can i finish up all the work? I also don't know. I guess i better start completing them now.. Good luck my friends..

FRUSTRATED!!

2010-06-26T14:29:00.002+08:00

I don't know why i feel so angry at some time.. I think i just need time to cool down. I just dont understand this feeling. Am i angry or sad? I just couldn't figure it out. I guess i need my own time for now.. My outing photos are on facebook i'm lazy to upload it here.. bye.

Getting Some Air

2010-06-23T19:30:00.003+08:00

Happy B'day To Shanna!!

(Hubby's Sister Baby Sister)

Shanna, thanks for making us smile and happy to meet u always.

I wish u the best and always smile ok?!

Hey just came back from the library with fadillah. It was great meeting her coz she kills my boredem and makes me laugh all the time. :D Hehe! I finally have done my bio homework now im left with social studies. Just now, woke up at 10. Showered, had breakfast, watch t.v until 12 and i went out. Her mom cooks curry crab. Very delicious!! I love it very much. I think one day i should bring my friends to have chili crab. Hehe!! I have plans for tomorrow and friday. Im happy to make myself busy. hahaha. Tomorrow kfc outing with Yung Ho kfc at lakeside i think. I'll be meeting lyana, gou rei, zul and lina at Jurong Point kfc and then go there together. I don't know how the outing will be like and i don't even know what is going on so i just follow them. Friday i'll be watching Kak Saf's performance at Jurong Point and im hoping to meet the Aishahs and Dillah. The more the marrier though. Well, that's it for today. Hope that i could get some pics to share aite?!

A day Off!

2010-06-21T12:10:00.002+08:00

I can't believe i had chocolate and pineapples for breakfast. haha. When i woke up, mom was already cooking for lunch and dinner. Ayam lemak chili padi my fav!! Now, i'm just waiting for allysha to come home and eat with her. haha. My one and only baby sister who isn't a baby anymore but she's still the baby of the family. hehe! Im not working today so i guess i'll just rest at home. I've been working 4 days straight and im so freaking tired. Now is the time for me to relax and study. I promised hubby that i will do my homework and hopefully i can finish it my today and imagine that my laptop is not around. But the fridge is full of cadbury chocolates so i may end up having frequent visits to the kitchen. haha. Time now is 12.15. I better sign off right now before dad gets home. btw, Happy Belated Father's Day!!

TIRED!!

2010-06-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

Just came back from work and i already had a shower. I feel clean but still sleepy. Im working hard as i need to save some money before school re-opens and i won't be working anymore. I hope school re-opens fast. I can't concentrate at home. haha. Well for ow, i'll try my best to finish up my bio ten yrs series and my math worksheet. I'll find the right time to do social studies worksheets. Hmm.. I don't have anything in mind right now. All i know is that im tired, i need to finish up my homework, sleep and tomorrow go to work.

Rise and Shine!

2010-06-15T11:58:00.002+08:00

Good Morning everyone! Just had my breakfast and i don't feel like eating a lot today. My prepaid finish and it's hard for me to contact hubby. I miss him so much. How am i to meet him tomorrow? i hope we can make it. I'm off to work later on but i have to finish my homework first especially my social studies. I just did one SEQ question and i don't know if i can do the rest. hahah. I think i'll start with science first. I've been slacking already. I guess holidays is not the effective way to study cause i will be day dreaming most of the time. I wish school re-opens fast i really need remedials. I feel like studying in school now. I get distracted with alot of things at home unless i get rid of my laptop and i lock my door so that nobody can come in but that is totally impossible. Ok i think i talked too much already. Better start doing homework before there is no time. Good bye!

p.s,

I miss hubby.

Waka Waka Eh Eh!

2010-06-14T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hey! Just came back from swimming with family. My skin is tanned. I need to use lotion everyday i guess. hehe. I'm currently watching Shkira's music videos and i found one with very catchy lyrics. It makes me wanna dance! Enjoy!

Marmaduke!

2010-06-13T22:10:00.007+08:00

Hey just came back from the movies with hubby. He really did shocked me with his new spectacles, cap and new pair of shoes. When i looked at hubby this morning, i thought that i was dreaming. He is so cute with those spects! haha. Hubby was 15-20 minutes late and i have finished reading six pages from my book. I got quite mad and irritated with people looking at me from top to bottom. That really sucks and i hate when people look at me like that. There was even a stranger i think he's new to jurong area asking me where is the mrt station lucky i'm in a good mood to show him the direction. He's an old man btw. haha.

So hubby arrived when i was reading my book and he welcomed me with a big warm hug. We head to vivo by bus and in the bus, hubby was sleep talking i guess. haha.

Hubby: Baby do you mind if i sleep for a while? I slept for 3 hours only.

Me: No problem b..(playing with psp)

Hubby: (asleep already)

Me:(Still playing psp)

A few moments later....

Hubby:I love you baby...(snore..)

Me: Huh? you talking to me?(Still staring at him)

Hubby:(Suddenly woke up and hug me. Then snore again)

Note: He changes sleeping possition every second until one time, his head is on my arm and i have to support his head like caring a baby.

Hubby:(mumbled)nk main life or dead...(snore)

A few seconds later...

Hubby's eyes were wide open.

Hubby: Sape angkat i? Mcm mane i blh tdo mcm ni plk?

Me: Nnti i crite kan eh b?

Haha. I did tell him what happened and he was shaking his head. Funny guy. That's why i love him. hehehe. A few more bus stops to go and we reached vivo city. Booked the movie on 12.50 and then ate lunch at kfc. We were really starving so we bought an extra large popcorn. After eating, there is still time so we walked around and then watched the movie. We didn't know where to go after watching the movie so we ended up at his granny's house where mami and everyone is there. Then dillah and company came. We talked, laughed, ate and went straight home. Bought mama meltz as i know she wants to try it. Now i'm so tired and i need a sleep. Especially hubby..Kesian die.. Nitez everyone!

Cute Movies!

2010-06-12T16:13:00.003+08:00

Looking forward for this movie!

Rainy Day

2010-06-12T11:41:00.001+08:00

It's already raining in the morning and my poor hubby has to go out and buy his things. I was suppose to follow him actually but i can't walk properly. I hope to recover soon. I miss hubby's hugs and i want it badly! Currently chatting with hubby and downloading the songs he requested. My hubby is so jiwang. hahah. Raining some more. hehe. Later he will be going back to camp for guard duty. I'll be worrying all night hoping nothing will happen to him. Hubby changed his number again and pranked me just now. Very funny ah b? hahah. ok i guess that's all i have for today!

Home Sweet Home

2010-06-11T16:03:00.002+08:00

Hey just came back from dance camp and i had a painful injury on my left knee. It hurts alot. I've already open the bandage to leave it dry and let it heal. Well, accidents can happen any time right? I'm afarid i won't be able to go out or go to work. I can't even wear anything that will touch my knee. I will scream i tell ya! Anyway, dance camp was fun!! Not the torturing part. haha. I had a great time during the camp and all of us are getting closer with each other after the camp. We laugh together and hurt together. haha.

I really enjoyed the night because after all the torture, we finally get to have a cool shower and ate pizza! We watched movies after that but i didn't manage to see the last movie coz i slept. haha. Woke up early in the morning and hazikah came with a shocking news. "adlin, kau berdengkor sey. Aku ngn vanessa record. haha" At this point of time, my mouth opened. I never snored before!! I am a very light sleeper i did woke up a few times that night. how can this be? haha. I'm sure the others were snoring too.

The next day, we had rehearsals and we had to perform at the end of the camp. Unfortunately i was injured when playing games. So my group had to do this themselves. I'm sorry to dissapoint u guys. I didn't stay to watch as my mom was really worried about me. So my brother fetched me home. Thanks bro. And here i am still having aches here and there. I didn't took any photos but i'm sure hazikah has pics of every moment. So we'll wait.

Course Work Done finally!

2010-06-08T17:01:00.002+08:00

Went to buy dad's birthday present with big bro just now and we managed to buy a lot of stuff. Me and bro bought t-shirts, mum bought a watch, endry bought key chain and allysha bought a mug. After shopping we went straight home and i ate some snacks the did my coursework. It's just the holiday but i feel the pressure coming. I want to pass badly i really do but my study attitude sucks and i don't blame anyone for this it's just me. I make the decision not to study hard at the first place. I can't even help myself. I'm hopeless. I wish i can do better. I want to take this chance to do better. From now onwards, i'll change for the better. I will get all the help i need and i don't care i stressful or tiring it can be. I need people to motivate me and push me harder. I need someone to guide me...

Happy 9 Monthsary!

2010-06-07T00:10:00.004+08:00

Happy 9 Monthsary Hubby!

I didn't notice that it's already have been the 9th month we have been together.

After all the crazy fighting with each other,

we are still together.

You were the only guy who made me feel special.

You protected me from the pain.

You suffered with me when i'm in need.

You gave me the love that i have always wanted.

You showed how much you cared about me.

You make me feel not wanting to lose you.

You are my strength.

Naggy day

2010-06-06T12:08:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but mom is being naggy today. I know i didn't eat the rojak yesterday but that was because i accidentally fall asleep. I wish i could repay dad for the rojak. Mom complained that we are lazy and she always has to do the house chores and nobody was willing to help her. I admit it's our fault for not helping her and i will change that. I tried to wake up early in the morning but i don't know why i always failed to do that. I think that my work is disturbing my rest and poor mama has to do everything by herself. I think i better start reducing my work schedule.

Yesterday went to hubby's house to visit his family. Mami cooked nice dish for us to eat before we go out. I'm so gonna miss his little sister. Went out with hubby yesterday to watch Prince Of Persia. The movie was enjoying but it is quite similar to Clash Of The Titans. Anyway, the movie was adventurous and interesting to watch. I look forward to watch movies like that again. After the movie, i suddenly feel like eating donuts. So we bought half a dozen of donuts and it all has chocolate. yum2!! After eating we walked around vivo and then went back home.

I'll be working later on and hubby will be fetching me so i think i will do some cleaning up and then wake my sleeping prince up and then head to work.

study.Study.STUDY!

2010-06-02T15:18:00.003+08:00

Currently doing my math revision but im starting to get headaches so i guess i'll just give myself a break. I think i will nap for an hour, get myself fresh and continue with revision. I'm in a study mood today so i don't mind studying for hours. I feel lazy to go out today. I would rather stay at home and study. My phone and laptop keep me company while studying i. I will go around asking people questions so get ready to answer them. haha. Ok now is 3.3o. I need my nap and i'll be back on my study desk at 4. Hopefully. Have a nice day!

Hungry!!

2010-06-01T16:02:00.005+08:00

Hey. Just finished a few hrs of studying. I think i need to start studying for science later on. My eyes are strained with all the equations and words. Urgh! Very painful. I did some sec 2 worksheets just to practice and have my foundation. I really need to buck up. Hmm.. Yesterday i didn't go to work because i don't have the mood. I just feel that work is not important for me right now. I just need to study. So i went out with hubby, dillah and wan instead. We head to town for early dinner and than went to queensway to survey hubby's shoe. We played games at the arcade and had fun. haha. I'm really gonna miss my hubby alot. Since i'm grounded, i can't go out often, i can't even go to work. I don't know how to plan my roster. haish.. I really need to save money.

I just hope that i will meet hubby soon. I miss his smiles..:D I got no more updates. My brain hurts so i better go now.

Grounded

2010-05-31T14:14:00.002+08:00

Just came back from parents meeting. I'm really grounded. I can't go to work often. I can't even go out. I have to stay at home study like hell. I just hate it.

Sunny Day

2010-05-29T11:38:00.002+08:00

Adlin & Adlina

Just came home from the meeting and i was late just now. I was suppose to wake up at 6 but i turn off the alarm and went back to bed. haha. The manager called asking why was i late. I quickly took a shower and grab my clothes anyhow. ahaha. Apparently, i took the wrong pants coz it has paint on it and i forgot that i have to take a picture. Which sucks. My hair is everywhere and i wear clothes as if i'm going to the market. They said i look like a housewife. Well at least i got my 50 dollars. hahaha.

Since i got my 50 dollars, hubby and i will do some shopping especially buy mama her bag that she wants. i can't wait to meet hubby i miss him so much. Maybe we'll go to bugis to shop. I hope i can find something nice to buy coz i haven't bought anything for myself for a long time. I hope to get a dress but see how it goes. Hmm.. I have nothing else to share so that's about it.

Happy Holiday!

2010-05-28T21:11:00.005+08:00

It's the first day of holiday and it is also a public holiday. I'm glad that i was able to work today coz i will be paid double but it was tiring for me. My back is aching now and i just need to lay on my bed. I have a meeting tomorrow morning and i have to wake up at 6 plus. Urgh!! That's so frustrating. I just hope it will be quick coz i want my rest and i got loads of homeworks to do. Had my english oral prelims yesterday and it was really scary. The hall was like a court and i feel as if i'm going to be sentenced. It's the scariest experience entering the hall but i think i did well. I manage to calm myself down and i did my oral smoothly.

Today i came home from work very tired. Packed 400 plus serviettes , chillies, mayonnaise and ketchup. I was really tired. I did cashier in the morning, Packed things at the afternoon and back up before i head home. I'm not going to help up for the catering seriously. I'm lazy to wake up early in the morning just to pack chickens. haha. I just need to rest. That's wat June holiday is for right? Take a break.. haha. But i guess i still have work to be done at home.

I have plans the whole day tomorrow and i need to sleep now coz i'm so freaking tired. So before i start scolding people around me, i better sleep. toodles!

Migraine!!

2010-05-26T20:43:00.002+08:00

Hi2!! I found this picture when looking through my older post. haha. I did not change and still look the same though. My hair was smooth and silky back then but now?!!! It's damn frizzy. Haha. I really need to buy my herbal essense ASAP! I can't afford to let my hair like this when i go out. That's why i bun my hair to school nowadays.

I have just finished doing some reading and i just don't know where this headache come from. I guess my head cannot adapt to hot weathers. I have been sweating all day and i think i have lost a lot of water in my body. This headache is really killing me! Even after sleeping, it won't go away. I need to get some panadols later on. I'm getting nervous with all this n-level thingy and i'm still worried about my dad's reaction when he see's my result slip. Good luck to everyone for your parent's meeting session ya!

That's all for today i can't stand the headache.

Time Management

2010-05-25T18:57:00.002+08:00

Just finished planning a time table for school holidays and also when school re-opens. Here's how it goes.

Prelims & N-level Preparation

School Schedule

Monday, Wednesday, Thursday:

3.00-4.00(rest)

4.00-6.00(homework)

6.00-7.30(shower & dinner)

7.30-10.00(Study)

Tuesday:

6.00-7.00(shower & dinner)

7.oo-8.30(homework)

8.30-10.00(study)

Holiday Schedule

Simple! Study at least 4 hours everyday.

Well actually i don't know how to plan for the holidays coz i have a lot of things to attend but i just hope that there will be holiday assignments to keep me busy. Mom has already started nagging about results and stuff. It is really stressful to be a student. I just hope that I could graduate ASAP and then i don't need to study that hard. Maths is killing me seriously. In my mind right now, i will be happy to go for remedials to keep my brain working. I think i should follow this planning and i will get good grades for n-levels.

There's really not much to say today. I got lots of things to finish so. Good bye!

Monday BluEs..

2010-05-24T15:08:00.001+08:00

Today was super boring. I just woke up from sleep and i still feel a bit dizzy right now. haha. Hope that it will go away coz i need to do my homework later on. Hubby did reply my messages and call. I'm so worried. Hope that he could at least leave me a message. I feel so lonely and i miss my hubby very much. School was boring and we didn't study that much today. Most teachers are on leaf or mc. So the class has nothing much to do.

Accept for maths, the other lessons were boring. At least we learn something and i had fun with my calculator. I hope all n-level questions will be like that. Haha. I can score A1 for math and make my mummy and daddy proud. hehe! I'm so stressed up with my maths i guess i really need to push myself and study smart. I should stick to my timetable when i were in sec one. Go home, do homework, sleep, shower, study and sleep. Haha. I remembered Getting scared when i didn't study coz mom will nag at me. But now it's hard for me but i'll try. Mom and dad have been telling me to study real hard. I really want to get a job as a hotel receptionist! That's my dream job. I've been serving people at kfc and picking up calls and i think i'm used to it. hehe!

Ok my hubby is calling me right now. I guess i'll just end here and then take a shower. Study well for my friends taking N and O levels!

. Tired .

2010-05-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hey just came back from work. I'm so tired and my body starts to ache but i think i'm used to it. hahaha. I did everything by myself today as two of the cashiers did not come to work. After work i have to get 2 packet of nachos at Gekpo kfc and hubby has to follow me and he was pissed of. It was really my fault. I'm sorry you have to go through this with me b.. It was really hot and hubby and i were sweating. We didn't talk to each other cause we were mad. I just don't feel like talking that time cause i was really tired and the weather was hot.

Once we reached there, i saw my old manager, Zen2! She's really funny she said she saw me before. Of course! Hahaha. So i just took the nachos and walk off. Hubby was there waiting for me but i just went out of the restaurant ignoring him. So we went back to my work place, gave the nachos and packed fries, popcorn and pepsi to eat. There, we started talking and cooled off.

Met Dillah and her boify near her block and lepak2. Hubby and i ate our fries and popcorn. Then we stayed there until 7 plus. Hubby sent me home and he went off. Now hubby lepak again with his friends. Confirm balek lmbt punye.. hahah. I can't sleep late today coz tomorrow school! I don't think there is a holiday for me. That's so sad. I'm seriously worried for my n-levels and i don't know if i can make it or not. Haish. I feel like killing myself!

I guess i have to go now. Too tired and sleepy. Nites!

2010-05-22T13:35:00.003+08:00

Hello2!! I just had a nice bath and i think i need to buy more shampoo.. I want my herbal essence!! I don't care but i will buy 1 set of herbal essence product. I hate it when my hair is dry. haha. Now i was just thinking if i should rebond my hair or what.. Some say don't some say i should. I want to buy a straightener but it's quite expensive but at least i can use it whenever i want right? The old straightener won't heat up quickly and it won't make my hair straight. It's frustrating you know.

Put aside about the hair thingy.. Now i'm just scared about the parents meeting session. My dad is gonna kill me when he see's my report slip. I'm gonna die!! I nvr failed 4 subjects before!! This is so horrible. I really have to wake up and put aside my holiday mood. hahah. Teachers are always asking what do we want to do when we finish our studies. I wanna be a hotel receptionist!! I will be rich!! They say if you make the customers happy, you will get extra tips! Then i can go shopping baby! Muahahaha!! I'm so evil. But now must study real hard first.

Yesterday went out with dear hubby and we watched Shrek. The movie really funny and touching. Must watch!! There's so many cool movies coming up so i won't want to miss it! Ok i guess i'll end my post here need to rest and head to work later on. Toodles!

Exams Over!

2010-05-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

Finally! Exams are over for now. hahah. But we still need to prepare for the major examinations which is 114 days to go? haha. I hate it each time i dream of siting in the examination hall taking my N-level. Super irritating! I know i have to study but give me a break. I'm human. Yesterday hubby told me."Baby, 1 month before N-level we are not to see each other and you have to study real hard. Understood?" Haha. He sounds like my parents. It's sad but what to do. For me to have a brighter future.

Yesterday went out with hubby to vivo to catch a movie. We watched the losers. hehe. Very funny and adventurous. Hubby and i really enjoyed the movie but there are some scary stuff that i hate to see. It's been a long time since we watched a movie and every time we want to buy tickets, it's sold out. Irritating!! Although we get to watch the movie, we get the 3rd seat from the front which sucks and our eyes hurt. Really. The light was too bright and it is directly in our eyes. Next time we should save more money and make a booking. Worst still, just wait for the movie to be available in the internet and just watch it at home. haha.

I just finished watching dear john and i cried. Omg. The movie was so touching but i watched it alone. So sad. Then suddenly hubby called me in the middle of the movie and he kind of heard my sob a little. That's so embarrassing. haha. Don't watch sad movies with me cause i'm a very sensitive person. hehe! My eyes are getting tired right now. I think i need to rest. Good Night!

Crazy Examinations

2010-05-11T20:06:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying right now but i just feel like blogging. I'm so bored. Today was Math Paper 1 and social studies. it's crazy! I don't think i could make it for both papers coz i had a really bad flu and i have been sneezing in class plus my head feels heavy. It's just so irritating to be sick during examinations. I went straight home and i don't even have the mood to talk to people but hubby called me if everything is alright. Aww.. So sweet of you hunnie.. He's not feeling well himself i hope to accompany him to the doctor tomorrow. Haish.. I just feel bad treating him badly yesterday. I'm so sorry hubby i was just scared to tell you. Well, after talking things out, everything went well. I'm happy to have you although we treat each other like crap but i'm still happy. I laugh at things sometimes. Haha.

It's gonna be a tiring day tomorrow. After exams, i will have to rush home, have lunch, nap a while and then head to yio chu kang for some company dinner. Hubby will be fetching me there. I hope that it will end early coz i wanna watch movie with hubby! I know it's a bad time to watch movie during examinations but hey my brain needs a rest. Hehe. Talking about my brain, i guess i have to study right now.. toodles..

Happy 8 Monthsary Hubby!!

2010-05-08T00:14:00.003+08:00

Hey time is running so fast. I can't believe we are 8 month old. U know how much i love you and how much i miss you coz i keep telling you this every single day. I really enjoy the fun time we had together. We have been through a lot of ups and downs. We laugh together, get angry together and also cry together. All those challenges that we have faced had brought us close together and i can feel the love goes stronger each day.

Every time you hold me,hug me or kiss me makes me love you even ,more. I have always treasured the things you gave me. And no matter how mad i am with you sometimes, i will still love you. All couples fight right? So it's normal. Hubby, Thanks for the love that you gave me and hope that this relationship last forever.

I Love You Hubby!!

Happy 8 monthsary!!

Sorry kawan2. Hari ni member emo ah. haha. I'll get back to my normal self when i wake up later.

I just Don't get it

2010-05-06T17:16:00.002+08:00

Just came back from school stressed and frustrated. People are avoiding me and not wanting to talk to me. Who? Well i can't tell. This totally sucks! I'm always in this situation and i'm always the one feeling left out and not wanted. Why? This is shit seriously! Well i just don't give a damn if you feel like talking to me then talk. If not, just leave me alone coz i have better things to do.

I'm so freaking tired right now. Tomorrow first paper mother tongue. It's so stressful. I got a lot of things to settle and i will have to re-do the last few bits of my bloody coursework coz i lost my thumdrive!! Why is this happening to me? First my phone gone, then thumbdrive, now people!! WTH!! I just don't get it seriously. I hope things get better day by day...

Well, i'm off for a quick shower and then my revision. Toodles!

Not seeing hubby for two weeks:(

2010-05-03T12:41:00.002+08:00

Good Afternoon! It's been sunny all week and i just love the weather! I have been spending time a lot in school, at home with family and out with hubby. I just love it! But i guess i will have to control my time cause exams are so near and it's THIS FRIDAY!! PANIC!! I haven't done my homework and i have a lot to do. I just can't keep myself away from my laptop. I'll end up playing games when it's beside me. hahaha.

Yesterday i went to work in the morning and hubby waited for me to finish my work. I really made a mess when packing coleslaw. Haha. I think me and Lina dropped 3-4 packed coleslaw and i have to clean up the mess. hahaha. Before i leave work, i took some fries and a popcorn with me and ate with hubby cause i know he's hungry. After eating, we actually wanted to go to Vivo but we saw my bff dillah and decided to follow her meet her boify and we end up double dating. I wanted to go home and change first but she will be late so i don't mind. It's kind of awkward for me to walk around orchard with my work uniform. WTF!! That will be my first and the last time i'll be doing that!

Today, i woke up late and still have eye-bags. urgh! I can't sleep last night. Stupid irritating menses cramp! i'll be going out with my family to buy my ingredients for tomorrow. Dillah will be following us. YAy!! I got friend! I'm really in a holiday mood right now but too bad tomorrow school starts and i will not be working until exam ends. I'm looking forward to the end of examinations. I'm really stressed up with all this homeworks and studying. Why do we need to take exams? It's killing me!

Well, i guess i have to end here. Got lots of things to do!

Mother And Daughters Day!

2010-04-25T19:58:00.004+08:00

Today was fun because it's Sunday! Instead of going out with hubby or rotting at home, i went out with mama and little sister Allysha.:D Allysha got 100 dollars for her advanced b'day present from an old man who has been kind to her. Me and mama suggest her to buy herself an mp3 player since she loves music. So we went to jurong point to see what we can buy. After surveying and walking like mad, dad called and he says he knows a place where there is an mp3 player that has cool functions so we let daddy buy for Allysha the mp3 player instead. The 3 of us were just window shopping around jurong point and we saw some beautiful high heels shoes and i fell in love with it. hehe! I think i'm going to save money for that. I'm also planning to buy new dresses. At least 2. I never go out with hubby wearing a dress before and he really wants to see me in a dress i hope i could find the one that suits me. Anybody wants to accompany me find a dress? haha.

So after walking around at jurong point, Allysha wanted to eat at kfc and she treat us buddy meal!! Unfortunately, i'm sick of eating chicken so i just ate a chicken wing. Mama and Allysha had cheese fries while i just had a coleslaw. I'm on a diet. haha. Chattered with Rina as she was babbling nonsense to allysha about how was i behaving at work. Mama was just laughing and i felt like stuffing the chicken in Rina's mouth. haha. We are very full after eating and so, we went home finally.

I text hubby but it seems like he's busy working so never mind. I'll just do my own stuff while waiting for him. That's all for now. Toodles!

bored,Bored,BORED!!!

2010-04-23T13:54:00.003+08:00

Just came home from school. All sweaty and sticky and i'm very tired. Hubby was SUPPOSED to fetch me from school and we have planned to go out together BUT he is not feeling well and he slept. Lucky i text mami and ask what hubby is doing. If not i will be waiting for him till now. So, i went home, changed and now blogging while waiting for the movie to load. I'm such a loner.

School was boring except for maths.:D I finally concentrated on math lesson and i'm happy! I slept during biology lesson and i listen for only 20 minutes of lesson. I think i missed some important info. haha. Other lessons are boring. Well, since MYE is coming, i have decided not to go out during the weekends even with hubby. Let him suffer the misery which happened to me when he spend 3 weeks working and not meeting me. Muahahaha. I want to focus on my studies and i want to pass this terribly. So wish me luck!

I have nothing else now so, toodles! the movie have loaded!

A day of sulking

2010-04-18T21:24:00.003+08:00

Hello!!! I;m back. Just came home from a very tiring and crazy day with hubby. We chilled at J.E Library as he wanted to use my laptop while i did my homework. Unfortunately, we couldn't get the internet connection. Hubby was bored but luckily he brought his PSP or he will end up sleeping beside me. haha! So, after i'm done with my work, we went to harbour front to have our lunch and we were extremely hungry. Hubby ate chicken rice while i had nasi goreng. Yum2! but my nasi goreng wasn't satisfying enough. Never mind that. Hubby and me walked around vivo while surveying phones. Hubby very gatal tgk prompan mat salleh je eh.. I left him because of that and i end up at the Nokia shop. Haha. He was just playing around. haha. So after walking around, we were tired and went home. Took bus 30. We had a very long ride and end up sleeping in the bus. Kesian die.. Yesterday play soccer with friends balek 5plus. Haiyo. I make sure he sleep early today.

Overall i had a great day with hubby although i merajok a lot. hahaha. Now i'll just pack my school bag and give him a call. Toodles!

School!!

2010-04-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hola! Finally i've got time to update my bloggy. Hehe. I just had dinner and now i'm here. First of all, my day was boring and i felt so sleepy that i slept during math lesson. Good thing Mr. Oon doesn't catch me. haha! It was very humid today and i kept on sweating in class. I can't concentrate and my eyes just felt so heavy and i end up sleeping during the last lesson but woke up sweating. It's really horrible. All because of global warming. Let's save the Earth people! So that we don't sweat in class. haha.

Yesterday i had P.E lesson and we did our 5 stations. I have done all except for incline pull-up which i always fail every year. Hopefully i could at least do 5. Wish me luck! After all this running and jumping, i end up walking like a crab in school today. Fatin more worst! Walk down the stairs like old lady. hahah! I can't laugh so hard right now cause my abs hurts when i laugh or cough or sneeze. Really painful. I hope this goes away quickly.

I came back home at 5.30+ as i have f&n thingy and i'm happy that i have almost finishing my development. It's really stressing and tiring for me you know. I hope i will have a great day tomorrow cause we are going to the perfume factory and make nice perfumes! I can't wait. My friends did brought back a bottle or two and they smell fruity. I hope mine smells good too! Now, i'm currently thinking of what smell do i want. hehe. Some smelled really sweet i bet the ants will come the next day. haha.

I guess i'll just finish here. Time to call hubby! Toodles!

Stress!!!

2010-04-06T20:56:00.004+08:00

Hey. Just finish my homework which isn't done completely. I'm having a headache right now i think it's due to the hot weather. I can't concentrate on my homework all i can do right now is texting my hubby. I'm glad that we are alright for now. After i have met him last friday. haha. I think i'm the insecure one. I'm just worried coz he's always home late or sometimes didn't go home as the there were no trains or buses. Poor thing my hubby.

Well, this week is a very busy week for me coz i need to prepare things for next week practical test for f&n and i have been busy finding my main course just now. And this friday i have to meet hubby coz i need is phone to take pictures for my english lesson which my teacher wants it by this saturday. So Yay! I'm meeting him this friday but i have to go to work after that. Which sucks big time. I'm planning to quit my job hubby and mama says so. haha. Not only that. It's because i finally realise that i could not cope with school and work and i'm too tired already. Mid-year exam is just next month. I have a lot of things to go through. I'm so tired.

I had mother tongue oral just now in class. It is only a practice. Mr. Abdullah said that my marks wasn't satisfying. Well maybe because i didn't pronounce some words correctly and the question and answer part sucks. I really need to read a lot of malay books now. Or worst, i will have to talk to myself like mad when i'm alone. haha. Just kidding. I think hubby will run away when he finds out.

Tomorrow math test about money thingy. I'm getting a hang of it but i won't survive without the formular. Shit! Hopefully i could at least do some questions. Busy day tomorrow. Very tiring too. I hope there won't be any homeworks. I won't be updating my blog often for now. My time is very short and i got loads of things to settle.

Before i end this post, i would like to wish hubby happy 7 monthsary in advance!!

I know we've been through a lot of nonsense last month. You have been busy and so am i. I think that we don't have time for each other for now. Just a little time for me to see your face is enough for me dear..I hope this month will be an enjoyable month for us. U know how much i love you hunnie. We nag at each other like mad sometimes but i feel that no matter how angry i am with you, i still love you hunnie. I hope that this love will not fade away. I'm quiting my job anyway so that means i can meet you on weekends!:D

Love my hubby very much!

Why?

2010-04-03T13:05:00.003+08:00

Just came back from tuition. I forced myself to have lunch cause i was hungry but my heart felt so hurt that it doesn't let me eat. Haix... I just feel something missing in my life.. The happiness we used to have together is all gone. I don't get to meet you anymore. I don't even know when will i get to meet you again. This love is meaningless without your presence. I'm upset that we are doing our own stuff as though we were not together anymore. We fight for small things and make it big. We misunderstand each other. And i'm always crying myself to sleep every night... Why? Why is this happening? I just don't get it. U don't love me like you used to before. Is it fading or already gone? Why......

I just miss you so much and hope that we will be the same again.

.I feel so down.

2010-04-02T17:57:00.002+08:00

Hey. Just came back from work today. I'm tired right now and i didn't meet up with hubby today. He has to go to work too. I understand. Well at least work was great working with bro and my kuntat manager. haha. He always cracks me up with funny names and i don't feel tired talking to people when he is working with me.

Today i woke up and i thought it was a sunday and i have to go to tuition. I already wear my uniform and packing my books. Then mom came to me saying that its friday and its a holiday. Finally i realise that i had to go to work. Lucky i wasn't late. haha. That's so stupid of me. Once i arrive to my work place i texted hubby if he's working today and he said that he has to go to work. That was so sad. I didn't have the mood to do anything so i just did things with my boring face. During my toilet break, i called hubby and suddenly i smiled but tears start droping on my cheeks. Haix... I really miss him a lot.

I think that's it for now. I wanna watch some movies. haha. toodles.

Sick

2010-03-30T20:08:00.002+08:00

30th March 2010

Hey. I didn't go to school today. I woke up in the morning feeling dizzy and my temperature is high. I took a cold bath. Thought of forcing myself to go to school but i'm scared that i could not concentrate in class and end up sleeping. So i might as well stay at home. Here i am rotting at home doing nothing and just surfing the net. I was bored at home and all i can do is just sleep to kill my boredem. I tried to call dillah to update me about homeworks and stuffs but i couldn't get her cause she's not at home. But i'm happy that Hazirah is online.:D

I'll be coming to school tomorrow hoping to feel better. I didn't go to the doctor as i don't wanna take a long mc. I don't wanna miss too many lessons and receive mountains of homework. haha. Hopefully my headache goes away by tomorrow. I can't wait to study!!

Thanks to hubby for accompanying me although you are busy yourself but at least you called me up asking how i'm feeling. I know you are sick too. That's so sad cause you are on duty..

31st March 2010

Holla! I tried to update my blog yesterday but google could not accept my request s i think i just continue my post here. Today i came back to school feeling more alert and ready for lessons. There are not much homeworks but i need to study on up coming test. Tomorrow there will be chemistry test. I hope i could make it this time. School was alright and i feel happy seeing my friends but today i was sat alone for 2 lessons. I'm so bored but i get to concentrate on the lesson and i'm happy about that.:D

After school i went straight home to do my homework and some catching up. I hope everyday stays like this. I want to pass really badly. I don't want to retain or what i just wanted to go to a poly real badly!! Now i have no problems going to remedial as there is no dance practice for sec 4 students and i'm working on sundays starting from next week. Hopefully i could work in the morning cause i want to spend time with hubby and also do my own revision.

Ok now i need a break. I'm gonna have dinner right now. Toodles!

Dance with me!

2010-03-28T13:38:00.003+08:00

Yoha! I feel so hyper today. Haha. Don't know why. Hehe. I still feel a bit tired and back back hurts. Well never mind that coz hubby will fetch me at work today!!! I'm so happy!! It's bright and sunny today confirm i will sweat on the way to work later. haha.

I wonder how it will be like today at work. i will try my very best to keep myself calm today coz i don't want my anger to effect the people around me. Hmm.. Its 1:57 right now. I'm working at 3 and i haven eat yet. My stomach is grumbling and i think i might eat a mountain of rice. haha. I wish i do not need to go to work today coz i haven finish my homework!! I don't know what to do right now. But never mind i will find my own time. Right now i think i better wash up and have my lunch then get ready to go to work. Wish me luck ya. Hopefully i don't get irritating customers today.

What te fuck is going on! Haha!

2010-03-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hey just came back from work. I had a good shower and its nice and cozy in my room.. Aaaaah... Now i'm just waiting for hubby to reach home. He didn't fetch me just now..:( Coz he's working. My hubby is a very busy man right now. I miss him a lot.

Today work SUCKS!!! Basically, i just took a few customers and once i serve this Chinese guy, he said that i was slow. Well i thought of cursing him coz i had a bad headache and my body is weak but i still have to work. I just don't care about that idiot but since i was really mad and frustrated coz people don't understand how hard it is to deal with people's behavior, i cursed the chicken. I didn't serve that customer nicely coz he wanted things fast so i just give him what he wants and take the next order. People are too complaisant sometimes. I think i should not work on Saturdays anymore. It sucks.

Well my day was a bad one and everything started at work. Going to work makes me feel terrible and i feel like eating people. haha. Ok enough with work. Well its getting late right now. My hubby reach home already so i'll be on the phone soon. Goodnight!

Angry? Upset? Just confused.

2010-03-26T13:31:00.002+08:00

Just came home from school and now i'm just gonna blog. My day sucks. fought with hubby about guy contacts in his phone which belongs to me. I was pissed. For god sake those are my classmates. Haish... Seriously, why love me if you dont trust me. If i were to cheat on you, i would have left you already. I really love you. Don't you know that? I know sometimes we have bad times but i'm not a punching bag. This is insane! Now look. We are not talking to each other. Fine. Coz i'm the one who asked for some time. Urgh! I'm so tired of this nonsense! I really wanted a healthy relationship but we are just fighting everyday. I hope this changes. I'm really angry right now. But deep in my heart, i still want to be with you. Did you ever know that?

Never mind. I'm gonna change and head to work later so i need a rest from all the unwanted stress.

Watch and Think

2010-03-25T17:02:00.002+08:00

I watched this video just now during social studies and it really made me cry. People are wasting food and throwing away left overs and those poor hungry people who is dieing for food are willing to eat our junks and left overs. I feel quite angry about this because when working at the kfc, the same thing happens too. Just look at those happy faces when they receive just a tiny amount of food. Compare it to the people who can effort anything. They still crave for more right? They are not greatfull with what they have and ask for more. In the end the food is not finished. Each time i walk around the restaurant sending orders or cleaning up mess, i see left over chicken and even untouched food sometimes. People are too rich that they dont even care about others who are suffering. How i wish i could help those people. haha. I'm making myself cry right now. I'll just end here. Watch and think people. I'm not going nuts or too emotional but i think that we need to change.

Get well soon hunnie...

2010-03-23T20:57:00.002+08:00

Finally!! I've done my homework. I've been a good girl and i did some of my homework that needs to be handed in tomorrow. I'm sure my parents was quite shocked to suddenly see me doing my work. haha. I usually sleep after eating. haha. Like pig. But after realising that Mid-year exam will be in 7 weeks time, i try to change my routine and sacrifice my nap to do homework and a bit of self-studying. This N-level thingy is killing me! I have once dreamt that i was taking my N-level math paper and i was stuck at the first page. My god! I really need to do something.

So today at school i did my F&N coursework and i'm starting on the development part already. I'm so happy! But i still have to edit some parts of my research which i'm lazy to do. haha. K so school was bored and i slept during the last lesson because my teacher was babbling nonsense and i think ezini saw me sleeping when she walked pass my class.haha. I don't know why i always fell a sleep during my malay lesson. Too boring for me to handle maybe? haha.

After school i went straight home, ate and did my homework. Nobody was at home when i came back. So sad.. Everyone go out and i'm stuck with homeworks to do. Not fair! After i did my homework, i phoned my hubby and he sounds a bit cranky cause he's having a fever. I don't want to disturb him for now. Maybe i'll give him a call later. I'm getting worried right now. I hope he's fine. To hubby, i'm sorry i didn't wake you up just now and you were late to camp. Get well soon hunnie. I miss you so much....:(

2010-03-16T22:34:00.004+08:00

Hey. Just came back from grandma's house. I miss her alot. Especially her cooking. Hehe. It's been a tiring day for me. Just now woke up 8 and went to school for the f&n thingy. I was really bored and effing cold in that room. imagine from 9am - 1 pm at the air-con room? Lucky i bring my sweater. Thick enough to keep me warm.:D I didn't had breakfast and i was super hungry. during the break, i ate 2 buns. haha. i ate like i never eat before. hahaha. Our break was just 15 mins and there are no other shops open in school. so lame sia.

So after the f&n thingy, i went straight home and got ready to go to grandma's house. I was the last one to go out because it took me 10 mins to wear my contact lens. haha. I'm not good at contact lenses. I wish i have perfect eyesight. So we took a train to kallang and once i reach there, the first thing i ask granny is, "Nenek masak ape?" hahha. My mom smack my butt for asking that question. hehe. I just can't stand my hunger ok? After eating, we watched t.v and suddently i fell asleep at the sofa. I woke up and called hubby then i did my h/w. hehehe.

Yah. now i'm at home waiting for hubby's call as he is working and i'm worried... Well, i guess i'm out of words already so goodnight everyone!

2010-03-15T13:16:00.002+08:00

Congradulations PIONEER!!!!

2010-03-14T10:22:00.008+08:00

Hola!! I'm back and i have so many to say! First of all, i would like to congradulate my girlfriends for winning the award and i'm very proud of all of you! Finally we won something.
All of you did a great job and after all those hard work all of you have been through, you guys deserve this award. CONGRADULATIONS!!!! I will try my best to upload the video ok?

So yesterday was the danceworks competition and i went there with hubby. We met at the pioneer mrt station at 11.30 and went to jurong point for lunch first. After lunch, we went straight to Plaza Singapura and meet the rest of my friends. hahah. We missed the first part of the competition but never mind coz we only wanted to see our school's dancers dance. When we reach plaza sing, the atmosphere very the kecoh! I was irritated with people screaming coz i feel deaf but when its their turn to perform, i scream like hell and the camera men in front me was covering his ears. hahaha.

The performance was great! I think after all kinds of dance performance we have, this dance was the best! Well too bad i didn't participate coz i don't have the time..:( Maybe next time aite! :D After watching the performance, me and hubby left because we have other plans. That was so sad to leave my girlfriends.:( I really hope to see them again.

Well, me and hubby went to Marina becase he wanted to show me something and i was really suprised! What is it? Let this be a secret. hehehe. So after strolling around, we were stuck and don't know where to go. I wanted to go to east coast to relax and breathe the air there but it was raining at the east so we end up going to bedok coz me and hubby missed that place. That was the place where my mom watch me grow and i can still remember eating ice-crean with mama and abah there.. Beautiful memories... Me and hubby bought waffle as we are hungry for something sweet and tham we head to the interchange and next stop, VIVO CITY!

Actually its there's nothing at vivo city. Me and hubby was just atrolling around and end up lepak2 on top where there is the water and all. We were just talking and exchanging stories. Finally we head home at 7+.. I had a great day spending time with hubby..:D

Another busy day...

2010-02-27T12:56:00.002+08:00

I NEED SLEEP!

Hey just came back from tuition. It's really tiring and i'm abit sleepy right now but i still wanna blog. hehehe! My alarm rang at 8am but i turned it off and sleep again and end up awake at 8.20 haha. I was really tired. Yesterday after school there was dance practice then i have to go to work after that. Yesterday wasn't that busy but i was shocked when the first customer i took gave me a coupon and i didn't even know about the coupon thingy. I search everywhere on my screen and i finaly found the coupon button. haha. After work, hubby sent me home and then we were on the phone. By the way, i really love his haircut. hehe!

I feel like not going to work today. Firstly because i'm effing tired, i got so many things to be done and lastly i will be going home alone which i hate as it's dark at night and its quiet when walking at the void deck. Hmm.. i'll get used to it. Let's see what uncompleted h/w do i have.. I haven't done my coursework, my el vocab book(which i didn't hand in) and math text book. I hope to finish all of that by tomorrow.

Well i have nothing much today and i thin k i need a nap right now..

Suprise!!!

2010-02-25T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today was the greatest day ever! I don't wanna talk about school coz school is boring but i'll just share abit about school today. Today but for the first time, i never sleep in class for the whole day. Haha. I just hope that this will continue everyday so that i can concentrate during lessons. Last Period was english and Ms.Teh release us late due to our test and some N-level thingy after that, i rushed down to get my phone hoping that something exciting would happen and when i checked my phone, i received so many miss calls. I called him and he said he was outside school. I was damn shocked so i quickly waled out from school. I saw hubby there standing and waiting for me. hehe. Kesian die tau. I'm always the one that will end up being late. Luckily my hubby is patient with me. :D

We walked to the bustop and on our way there, some girl came to us asking how old hubby is coz they want to buy cigarretes. So hubby bought her the cigarette and then we went off. I hate that girl actually. She's such an asshole but what to do. I hope that i won't see her face when i go out with hubby. Irritating sia. K. Enough about her already. So me and hubby went to the bustop after that. We went to Jurong east to have lunch while i did my homework. Then we stroll around and went straight home.

Hubby i'm sorry if i misunderstood you this few days. I know i have not been being myself lately because of my thinking. I really thought that u have forgotten about me but just now u have prooved me how much u care for me. Thank You so much b.. I don't know how to replace your kindness. I really appreciate what u had done for me. I'm sorry for the change i had made which had hurt your feelings. I was just afraid of losing you thats all...

LOve,

Adlyn

Daddy bought me new lappy!!

2010-02-22T20:33:00.003+08:00

Yay! I i'm using my new laptop right now. I'm so happy because i don't have to use the bloody on-screen keyboard anymore.:D I feel so happy i want to stay all night with this laptop but i know i have other stuff to do and i haven't even finish my f &n courswork thingy which i have done a bit during my f&n lesson. I almost got scolded by Ms. Lye for not completing my research properly when i actually have done it. I don't know why i couldn't find it in my thumbdrive. I have to to everything all over again. That sucks to the core! Today really isn't my day seriously.

Hmm.. After school i had math remedial and math test on box and whiskers. I forgot almost half of what Mr.He has thought me and i only got 7/10 for the test. Wasted. 3 marks wasted!!! I wanted a re-test because i wasn't satisfied with my results but too bad Mr.He say no more re-test for me. So sad... I went straight home after remedial cause i really need a nap and i was really tired as i was working yesterday. I've been working so hard but i don't know when will i get to buy the phone that i want. Now i'm currently saving my school noney to buy the phone that i want. I'm really upset about that. I wanted a new phone real badly. If can i want it now..:(

Hubby text me saying that he reached his work place and today is his first day of work but i don't know what he is working as. I just hope it is good. Well good luck for that dear.. I think i will end my post here and i'll update my blog the nexty time.

MIssing You....

2010-02-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

HEy! I had just done a bit of my f & n coursework since i got nothing much better to do. hahah. I just did the first part of my coursework and then i'll do the rest another day. I'm tired and i need to rest. and i miss hubby alot i need him right now..:( I wasn't being myself this few days. Only i know why. I just hope that it doesn't happened to me. I wish that everything i'm going through ends because it really affect my relationship with everyone i love. hubby, girlfriends and family. It's so stressfull for me right now. I can't even study properly and i don't know what the hell am i doing in class and i don't even know if i understand what the teacher is saying or not. It's really bad. Hmm.. I don't want to drag this. I need to move on with my life.

After school, i went to the library, returned books, study till 4 plus and then went home because i got hungry. hehehe. I bought my top up card first then i had ice-cream and then i went home. I have a very boring life. How i wish i could change this. Why can't i go out with friends? And why do i always have unreasonable curfews? haish.. I have to wait until i'm 18? That's so long.. I'm only turning 16 this year and 18 is 2 years time? How boring is that?

I'm feeling so miserable right now.. I don't think i can say much about today......

Happy Birthday Hubby!

2010-02-05T21:15:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Hubby!!

To my dearest boify, Happy 19th birthday to you. I hope that all your wishes will come true and my god bless you with good health and wealth. heheh. Love, ~Adlin~

Hey! Today is my best day ever! I finally get to celebrate hubby's birthday. It's been a long time i haven't go out with hubby alone and this is the time. I'm so happy that i finally make hubby happy by spending time with him. Although it's just for a moment but i'm happy that i get to be with him. It's a very funny adventure just now. hahaha. Firstly, we met at the bus stop, took a bus and went to Vivo city for a movie. Seriously, the good movies are all NC16 and i'm not even 16! I got no idea of what movie to see so me and hubby randomly select a movie that starts faster. So we picked 14 blades. I thought that it is an english movie but it's chinese and i don't understand a single word.

Before the movie, we went for lunch at banquet. Hubby ate chicken cutlet rice while i had fish and chips because i have been eating chicken almost everyday and i miss eating fish. hahaha. Hubby and i share the fries because i know i could not finish the fries as the fries are those fat ones. hahaha. We both finish eating by 3.45. We went straight to the movies and ones i step in the theater, i felt so weird because me and hubby were the only malay. hahaha. We watched the fighting part only because i feel that the movie is boring and seriously, i don't understand a single word they are saying. After a few minutes watching that boring movie, we just went out from that theater coz i was restless. hahaha.

That's all for today. I got more to tell but i'm just tired.. so maybe next time.